Wednesday, August 16, 2006
hay.. ayoko ng term na to.. napakadaming projects nakakainis..
bukas defence sa bizproc, submission of paper at quizbee sa intphil, databas project defence na suppostedly tapos na kaya lang "madaya" daw yung ginamit na program kaya pinaulit samin yung project using a different program.. kinakabahan nako.. hindi ako makapagaral dahil sa quizbee dahil ginagawa ko yung paper at ung project sa databas, after ng databas aral naman ako para sa defence namin sa bizproc.. hay grabe na to.. hanggang ngayon pagod parin ako dahil sa laguna at lintik na sa daming dapat gawin..
at isa pa hindi ako makapagisip ng ayos dahil sa kanya.. i want to see her.. hold her close, hold her tight.. pero hindi pwede eh.. alam niyo na kung sino siya.. gusto ko na matapos itong linggong ito, lalo na ang term na ito.. badtrip..
hanggang ngayon, laguna parin yung nasa isip ko. ^_^
"you'll always be a part of me.. i'm a part of you indefinitely.. girl don't you know you can't escape me.. ooh darling cause you'll always be my baby..and we'll linger on.. time can't erase a feeling this strong.. no way you're never gonna shake me.. ooh darling cause you'll always be my baby"
-mariah carey(always be my baby)
Thursday, August 10, 2006
sabi nga nila.. god does exist.. hindi ko alam kung maniniwala ba ako, hindi naman ako pilosopo para mamilosopo, hindi rin naman ako devoted christian para masagot ang mga tanong sa isip ko..
pagnamatay ako saan kaya ako mapupunta sa langit ba o sa impyerno? ewan.. does god exist? ewan.. lagi nalang ewan.. gusto ko ng solid na sagot.. an answer that'll convince me that god does exist.. hindi naman sa 100% hindi ako naniniwala, siguro sa 100, 5% nun naniniwala ako.. im no atheist, but my actions are somewhat one. pero siguro i'd rather be called agnostic than an atheist, kasi feeling ko sobrang sama ko naman kung atheist ako.. hindi ko sinasabing masasama ang mga atheist pero iba ka kasi sa karamihan eh, hindi ko rin sinasabing masama ang maging iba sa karamihan.. it's just that, parang may fear parin ako, baka kasi hindi ako hayaang ikasal dahil hindi ako naniniwala sa diyos..
the bottom line is.. for me, there is no way to prove that god exists or not, pero kung may makakaprove edi idol ko siya.. (joke!) seriously, if ever there is someone who will prove his existence and he/she can show me proof that is believable, then.. bahala na when that time comes..
"im falling even more inlove with you.. letting go of all i've held on to.. im standing here until you make me move.. im hanging by a moment here with you.. im living for the only thing i know.. im running and i question where to go.. and i dont know what im tapping into.. just hanging by a moment here with you.."
-lifehouse(hanging by a moment)
darn.. hindi ko alam kung san yung room assignment namin ngayon sa intphil.. ang sama nun hindi ko rin sure kung may pasok ba o wala kasi yung roommate ko with the same prof, wala sila pasok ngayon, tapos absent pa ako nung last meeting kaya hindi ko alam kung san ang room assignment at kung may pasok ba talaga.. grabe..
darn..
two more days and we're off to laguna!!! woohoo!!!
